I'm lonely. I can't stop thinking of you...So many things in my mind..

And I remember the last years, not just with you, but so many situations where I was so happy. Things changed that much, I get the feeling I stuck in them...But I only wanna be happy again.

There is this silence in my head full with memories..

And there is you, a love I had many years ago, but full of tears and drama, but I also think of the good times we had. We were young, everything was different. Although I'm still young I feel everything is breaking down now, and I can't stop it, no way.

I want a new beginning, hopefully I get it..
And I realized how actually you don't care about me...
For you it was nothing in your eyes, but in mine it was everything.

So I have to go on, without you and everything else that doesn't matter anymore